7 years old
Tumour in the Pineal Gland.
"If her parents want me, I will go today to see her." I told my longterm client. I am honoured to be asked.
The Oncology ward was dark.
Ruby was surrounded with blinking machines, tubes running to her body, blankets and stuffed animals piled up. I went in, sat at the end of the bed and smiled. It felt and looked like a cave, besides the physical layer, I could sense there was an energetic barrier, a surround to separate the tiny human from the outer world.
Ruby had been there for 5 days, she looked tiny, frail and terrified. A small set of darkened, hopeless eyes stared, without spark, at me. I dropped into my heart, breathed deep and smiled long. Even in the pain, and hopelessness of this family, I could feel the the brilliant light of her heart, her soul, her perfectness. My own heart was pounding in answer to the tremendous emotions.
"Is this your elephant?" I pick up a stuffed toy.
She nods. "Elly"
"hmm, Elly is telling me about you. Did you know she can talk?"
Ruby moves her head back and forth slightly. There are numerous tubes attached to her skull, so she moves carefully.
"She is telling me what we are going to do to address your system with loving energy and gentleness" I continue.
Ruby has the biggest brown eyes, but does not smile.
I sit with the elephant in my hand and test through my BodyTalk protocol, tipping Elly's head up and down for yes's and no's. Ruby watches silently from her nest.
. . .
When I had walked into the room, I could feel a weight, a thickness and something keeping from getting near and touching her. So I had decided to keep my distance, and picked up the toy to use as a surrogate. (BodyTalk is effective for use on animals and babies with the surrogate testing method)
The first priority that surfaces is a 6 foot thick wall of steel around Ruby. Elly the elephant helps me out with testing to figure out how to clear it. We all giggle when Elly gets ridiculously excited about some of the yes's. We can all feel the shiver of the ultra conscious, the room glows with blue. My heart is bursting being close to this girl, it swells with knowing and love for her journey. I realize anyone else might have felt doom, grief and hopelessness. Yet the peace and love was breathtaking. Vibrating.
Ruby has grown up with anaphylaxis of multiple varieties, and in consciousness medicine the layer of steel is a manifestation of the fear which would be a big player in the root of the immune system imbalance. (seeing this form of steel is just another way to perceive the ultra-protective barrier she is emanating-.)
Elly was nodding away again. "Body Chemisty Intolerance to a Neurotransmitter?" I ask Elly.
The tiny elephany nods vigorously.
"Further Details on Neuro Transmitters, Elly?"
Again Elly tips her trunk up and down for yes.
I pick up my ipad, read the Neurotransmitter substance lists, after testing through, I ask "1 to 10?" No, shakes the elephant "10 to 20?"
Elly's Yes is emphatic!
"More specific on 10 to 20 Elly?"
Elly's nodding a yes.
"10?" I ask. Shaking her trunk. A no.
"14?" YES!! Elly nodding is taking it's toll, she takes a break while I find the specific neurotransmitter.
"Carnosine, with an orientation to an event @ 8 months Gestation, tapping out." I announce the detail identified by the body.
CARNOSINE AS A NEUROPROTECTIVE AGENT
Ruby's mom Gloria, had been sitting across from us watching. Looking stunned, "I know the event" She says. I glance at her.
As I tap I say, "this is all the body needs to hear about it." She silences and leans back.
Ruby Ninja - heightened intuition
Elly has brought us to another substance Identification- Radiation Kit
"Twenty" Ruby blurts the word with strength. Loud. Demanding.
"Uh, Okay . ." surprised and stunned with her sudden interaction, I reach for my ipad with all my lists . . I don't have my 5000 kits memorized.
"What's Twenty??" She asks demands again. Her sudden interaction and intuition is flustering me.
"I am looking Ruby, um. Oh." I look up at her "Number twenty is the 'ruby laser', it's your name, Ruby!! You just found your name in my lists of 5000 substances. Are you a ninja??"
Ruby giggles, "Ya!"
I feel the impact of her intuitive find. I continue, brought down to my human mind as it muddles with awe. We tap through a bit more priorities and I see her Level of Consciousness is @ 6 (out of 1000)
6 is self elimination.
The session had brought her up to over 300. And we needed to see her clear through 600 + to see her through the surgery, the removal of the tumour. And through the following conventional treatments.
Mom and I talk outside. "I know this is the end for her, I am ok to let go" Mom is vibrating with love, and acceptance, she feels it. Whatever happens, happens. I feel that she really has let go of the outcome, Ruby's mom is in the moment.
"The Event, Laura that date, was exactly when I was pregnant, in a bad accident and hospitalized, she didn't move in the womb for days. How did you know??"
We laugh quietly, shaking our heads.
"Her body knows, & told me, Gloria, and then the Ruby Laser Identification of her own name!! That is incredible!" I am awed.
The mother is sweet, hands on her face, "I never believed in this stuff, well I did, I wanted to . . But now, this, it is like a miracle. That does not even describe it!"
"I will continue working and helping as much as I can." I feel the tug of energy exchange the lines of money shift into our chat. "Please don't worry about my costs, I want to support you & Ruby, I know it will only return to me someday. I need to help Ruby through this, and I have friends & clients that will help the both of us."
I visited Ruby many times after this initial work.
The Angels that brought me to Ruby
A few days after my initial visit her tumour was removed through the occiput, successfully. I have held her in my heart through her journey, with multiple sessions in person and at a distant as she underwent aggressive chemotherapy. As I live in Telkwa BC, in person visits to Children's hospital have been timed with my ongoing training and clinics in Vancouver. It was miracle after miracle, I was connected with flights from ww.Hawkair.ca that made it possible for me to work with the family each month, flying in and out, seeming to arrive just in time for another round, another invasive procedure, and another reaction in her system.
I give many thanks to Hawkair and their employees, they are truly a community airline.
Also much love and thanks to Cloud9 Float Spa has supported my work with Ruby and her family, I have done many distant sessions on Ruby in the float tanks there, allowing me to drop into deepest Theta state and work with her. When floating in the deprivation tanks, I could see her with me, holding hands like otters as we explored the deepest imprints in her subconscious.
Ruby was recently released - with clear MRI's and after multiple rounds of Chemo, she has lost her hair, and is full of joy with her new wig. She will be back to have check -ups. But for now is back home, with her rare and highly aggressive cancer in remission. Her energy, intuition and vibrancy continues to amaze, and when I last visited, she was jumping to see me, and was non-stop talking and walking and I am sure could rival my own 7 year old's energy.
I have a sore area at the front of my mouth, so first I tap out my BodyTalk Access techniques.
The swollen sore lessens in irritation immediately, then dissipates to nothing the next day.
Sensitivity in my teeth becomes more pronounced the following day, and the swelling returns, telling me there is a more complex consciousness beneath this symptom. I sit and think about my relationships, my life, and what my mouth represents, especially this top of my mouth area. Guilt? no. Fear? no. My tongue presses the area, I fill the painful place with my thought, my acceptance, my gratitude for it's message.
What are you all about? Childhood? Yes. Hmm Play? no. Growth? no. Nourishment? Yes! Immediately I feel the rush of cells in the area as they respond to my discovery. I reflect on this. I search for any more details or links, and them r eceive permission to tap out.
There is a phrase surfacing as well, "Life is not nourishing" I can see myself as a 2 year old. This is my general experience.
hmmm. The heart has been a big focus for me alot, the conception vessel meridian was a big part of my sessions of the last year. I have also released a belief system in my Large Intestine of "Life is gut wrenching" and the inhumanity/injustice of life.
Chinese Medicine on Heart This reading helped me see the link of the heart and the mouth ulcers, I have restlessness, and over tired, because of inability to fully sleep . . .
Specifically the purple highlighted phrases are responding in my innate testing:
"UPFLARING HEART FIRE (xin huo shang yan): primary symptoms are restlessness; mouth ulcers; palpitations; insomnia. Secondary symptoms include heat sensation in the chest; flushed face; thirst; dark or red urine; constipation; and in serious cases, outbreaks of madness. The tongue typically presents with a red body or a bright red tip; the pulse tends to be forceful and rapid.
Representative Herbs: gardenia (zhizi), coptis (huanglian), ox gallstone (niuhuang), rhinoceros horn (xijiao), antelope horn (lingyangjiao), (lianzixin), scrophularia (xuanshen), raw rehmannia (sheng dihuang), forsythia (lianqiao), ophiopogon (maimendong), phragmites (lugen), lithospermum (zicao).
Representative Formulas: Purge the Heart Decoction (Xiexin Tang); Rehmannia and Akebia Formula (Daochi San)."
out break of madness I can relate to as well, I have felt & surfaced "madness" when reflecting on my feelings about life and my place. Some of my journal writings definitely reflect madness lately.
The sore/ulcer in my mouth is retreating, but now I feel a cold sore surfacing on the center of my top lip.
Focusing - Lips can be about communication, self expression or sensually more specific - I see that for me it's about sensual nourishment, which is one of many forms of nourishment that have been surfacing for me lately . . . . as I sit with the cold sore and open my heart to the wisdom within it, I see it is a consciousness about speaking more freely about my sensual needs and intimacy. I note to myself to tap into phrases that may help me imprint a subconscious shift, pertaining to openness in my intimacy. I have also had very strong pain in my sacral area for a day last week . . .
1. cell repair on belief system of "I need to stay small" -tap out
2. circulation of lymph from nervous system - link to - Body Chemistry - intolerance to "liver detox pathways" - glutathione -
- Tingling in developing cold sore has stopped and the "explosiveness" feeling of the surfacing sore has resided.
- mouth ulcer symptoms are just a slight irritation
I am always encouraging clients to consider 2 of my favorite and Essential supplements. Probiotics and Fish oils.
Here is the low down of Fish Oil . . . .
Buy Raw & Fermented – MOST store bought fish oil is heated (pateruized) and a larger Percentage nutrients are destroyed and then replaced with synthetic nutrients or “natural” nutrients.
Raw has 2.5X the amount of Vitamin D
I was sick of trying to get “a real food form of vitamin D” in at one of the health food stores and started researching the situation. That’s when I found Green Pastures. GP uses ancient traditional techniques for preserving their oils.
These fermentation processes breakdown the oils into nutrient dense real food products with incredibly more absorption – leading to immediately noticeable immune response due to the High Vitamin D.
In Short, my Jedi children have been heard saying, “Mom if I eat all my salad, can I have my fish oil shot?”
Can't Find GP in a Store near you? I Carry GP in my Clinic and do send out orders - Contact Me for Details.
BT Corn - Now sold in Super Markets across Canada
Bacillus Thurgenesis is the Bacteria that is GM'd in the DNA Code of Millions of unlabeled Corn across Canada Supermarkets.
GM Bt corn actually kills livestock
Monsanto’s GM sweet corn
- now being harvested across Canada, not lableled GMO
- is the first GM food to be sold whole and not for processing. (exceptions squash and papaya varieties.
- is engineered to be toxic to particular insects.
- Is a plant that will have it's own pesticide.
- is not as effective as they thought!! Monsanto's Bt corn — breeding superbugs & harming human health
Read more: http://digitaljournal.com/article/326208#ixzz26qqOWhX5
"B. thuringiensis is closely related to B.cereus, a soil bacterium, and B.anthracis, the cause of anthrax: the three organisms differ mainly in their plasmids."
BT Tested on Animals changes Immune response and physiological state of intestine:
"Cry1Ac toxin (a toxin produced by BT) was observed to bind to the cell surface proteins of the mouse small intestine and caused changes in the physiological state of the intestine . Vaginal and intraperitoneal immunization with Cry1Ac toxin elicited antibody response at several mucosal sites, including the vagina. At the large intestine, the antibody response changed during the oestrus cycle, while the vaginal response did not change throughout the reproductive cycle . Intranasal, rectal and intraperitoneal immunization with Cry1Ac toxin induced serum, intestinal, vaginal and pulmonary (lung) immune response in mice . Cry1Ac toxin was a potent immunogen, more potent than cholera toxin [16, 17]. "
What have I seen in my clinic regarding BT Over the years I work with supporting the immune system with following the Innate healing priorities in each client - so things never look the same.
What is a familiar link in my Bodytalk sessions with severe digestive allergic response, IBS, Chrohns ETC is that repeatedly the Innate will ask to balance Bacillus thuringiensis.
60% of my Digestive clients have had BT linked into thier sessions.
From multiple seizures a day, to not a single shake in years, I find myself in great health. I am now healed from my Brain Injury. I know I started healing the day I stopped taking my meds & started eating healthy, taking herbs and doing energy medicine. This is my journey, no one elses, and I am continuing to self educate about alternative Medicine practices.
My choice is mine, but I am not alone. Recently my main discipline - Bodytalk was published in The Journal of Alternative Medicine Research which is a peer-reviewed journal published by Nova Science Publishers (New York) aimed at the scientific community interested in the broad area of integrative, complementary and alternative medicine. This Journal provides an international, multidisciplinary forum with a holistic approach to health issues, health and medicine, social policy, service aspects, developmental aspects, epidemiology, rehabilitation, social issues, quality of life, and all other aspects of human development over the whole age spectrum.
This is an exciting time, Bodytalk is fast becoming noticed in communities globally as a sound complementary medicine, and is even being integrated into University Courses.
My Baby - Easter 2010, First Chocolate Exposure
My Baby Had Asthma . . .
I love being able to work on my own kids, it will be one year this February since my 2 year old's asthma symptoms disappeared, the day of a very successful energetic healing.
His symptoms persisted from 6 months of age until one day in February 2010, when my husband came home from seeing a specialist, sporting a bag of inhalers prescribed to my baby.
Terrified, I responded by hiding away and working extra hard, with the newer modality I had JUST finished studying.
That morning, he had been diagnosed by a specialist, by the afternoon, His chest had stopped wheezing.
Incredibly, that bag was never opened!
Here is a brand new Testimonial from a beautiful young mom, about her baby I saw in the Summer of 2010. "K: was 6 months and I saw her just once. Her response was awesome!
Baby K's Skin Rash
"From the day K was born, she had rough red skin on one of her cheeks. Everywhere we went, people would comment on it.
"Did she just wake up?"
"What happened to her cheek?"
"Wow, the skin on that one side is so rough!" And so on....
This from friends, public health nurses, family, and strangers. I took her to our Doctor, who suggested using moisturizer. I thought, "Really? On a 6 month old baby?! Why on earth would a 6 month old need moisturizer!?"
So, I took K to see Laura. Like so many others, I was skeptical, but I thought, "Well, it is a non-invasive process and who knows - maybe we'll actually learn something!" So, I sat with Laura for around 45 minutes and through interaction with me, Laura tested K to see what was causing the redness in her cheek. I was surprised when Laura told me it was the underarm deodorant I use and that it was transferring to K through my breast milk. But, considering many members of my family have issues with deodorant, I thought, "Wow. We may have something here."
Then Laura did a treatment on K - removing K's sensitivity to the product. I decided not to change anything and continued to use the same deodorant. The next day, K's cheek went redder and rougher than ever, and her whole back broke out in something resembling a heat rash. It lasted for 2 days. And then, the 3rd day, we woke up and K's cheek was soft, supple, and the same colour as the rest of her face. Her back was clear.
Since that day, I haven't had a single person comment on K's face, except to tell me how beautiful she is and what a wonderful smile she has. I don't pretend to understand the process, but I could have asked for no better proof than to see a child of 6 months essentially cured in one session. Thanks always, Laura!!"
The Following is a list of The Top MOST Healing Foods regarding radiation exposure.
1) Eat brown rice: whole grains, especially brown rice, are high in fiber and phosphorous, which help remove harmful toxins from the body.
2) Eat seaweed, kelp, and other sea vegetables: Canadian researchers have reported that sea vegetables contain a polysaccharide that selectively binds radioactive strontium to help eliminate it from the body. According to this account, “In laboratory experiments, sodium alginate prepared from kelp, kombu, and other brown seaweeds off the Atlantic and pacific coasts was introduced along with strontium and calcium into rats. The reduction of radioactive particles in bone uptake, measured in the femur, reached as high as 80%, with little interference with calcium absorption.”
3) Eat miso soup: In 1945 when Dr. Tatsuichiro Akizuki, M.D., Director of Internal Medicine at a hospital in Nagasaki, had his staff eat a diet of brown rice, miso soup, seaweed, and pumpkin, and prohibited them from eating any sugar or sweets, his staff and patients were much healthier and did not succumb to radiation sickness.
4) Stop eating sugar or sweets of any kind: You’ve known forever that sugar, especially refined sugar and corn syrups, are harmful for you and your children. With this crisis in Japan it is a good time to go cold turkey and stop the sweets, which is another of Akizuki’s recommendations.
5) Consider iodine supplements: This might be the most important thing you can do in the longterm but I put it last on the list because I think whole food intervention should be our first defense and because I worry about the quality of supplements. Still, we want to make sure our thyroids don’t absorb radioactive thyroid. To do this, we must have adequate iodine levels in our bodies, but we also need to be careful not to take too much iodine and be aware that iodine is secreted into breast milk.
Please Note that there is dramatic restriction of information through Facebook and Twitter. As Social Media are bought out, and controlled by the greater media, "keeping the masses mellow" is happening. Lots of users are reporting that their posts are being removed and further linking is being blocked.
I have taken screen shots for the websites posting realtime information below - Click on the pictures to take you to the LIVE site.
This is really good.
Animation of Radioactive Plume
Graphic of Radiation exposure perspective
Here is the basic info sending out to media from the Nuclear Safety Technology Center
Chiba, Japan Geiger Counter, March, 15 7:45PST
220 Km from Fukushima - this is inside a building too. 15 km from Tokyo
Pic taken March 15th 7:49pm PST Vancouver time
Geiger Counter Tokyo
Click below to see the rest of the links!
Iodine 1-4 drops*(.25 mg per drop) every 1-4 days*, Individual needs will vary and you must be careful not to take too much.
The benefit of sea vegetables is the natural iodine (and synergistic Nutrients). If there is insufficient iodine in the diet radioactive iodine-131 will be absorbed and collected in the thyroid gland. Even if radioactive iodine is absorbed by the thyroid, taking natural iodine helps offset the side effects of exposure.
According to Dr. Russell Morgan, one mg. of iodine for children and five mg. for adults taken daily will reduce by about 80 percent the radioactive iodine accumulated in the thyroid. Whole foods are the best source of iodine, e.g. sea vegetables like hijiki, arame, kombu and dulse.
WATER!!! Iodine is leached from the thyroid gland by drinking chlorinated water. Avoid iodized salt which contains excessive sodium and no potassium. Sea vegetables are rich in vitamins and contain most if not all of the essential minerals and trace elements. Sea vegetables also help dissolve fat and mucus deposits.
Vitamin C and Bio-flavonoids: researchers at Harvard Medical School said, “Our experiment showed that vitamin C can prevent damage from radiation….it somehow keeps the radiation from killing the cells.” Their experiment indicates that the dosage for humans exposed to intensive radiation would be approximately 10 grams per day---a mega dose. (More about C and radiation later from Dr. Thomas Levy. The literature must be studied before mega dosing but levels up to 50,000 and more have been administered for short periods with good results. If more than 750 mg. of vitamin C is taken daily, calcium, magnesium, B6 (within the whole B Complex), and sufficient water to prevent kidney stones. The body cannot store much C and it is used for darn near everything in the body, so make sure you get enough.)
Fermented Foods Due to their multiple beneficial effect on the intestines, fermented foods help to counteract the toxins from radioactive fallout that is ingested from foods, e.g. yogurt, sauerkraut, kefir, etc.
"More recent first hand Russian stories involve residents in towns near the Chernobyl meltdown of the 1980’s. As the horrific radiation exposure ravaged the victims over the weeks and months following the accident, doctors and scientists noticed a group of people seemingly resistant to the effects, many of whom were elderly women. When traced back, the common thread turned out to be that those who consumed Kombucha regularly survived the radiation."
NOTE: No one is an expert here and we are not qualified to share medical information. We are sharing information that we are learning from several sources. Please check with your doctor before taking any kind of supplements. One of the best websites on the net for your health:
Bruce blew my mind about 4 years ago - and still does!
Dr. Bruce Lipton is a Medical Professor and Cellular Biologist, His work is revolutionary! This Video was made for promotion of EFT, a popular type of Energy Psychology. His explanation of the process, and what is happening at a cellular level is precise, refined and pretty near perfect. Reading or listening to his books is something I almost force my clients to do. This is a great snippet if you are into expanding your concept of healing!!
His research is proving the scientific grounds in all types of energetic, shamanic, TCM, Homeopathic Healing.
Energy Psycology in My Practice
I use various methods of tapping to access the subconscious tape - I have been trained in WHEE a modality I talk about here in an earlier blog post, (my first experience with WHEE removed my carpal tunnel syndrome)
I have not trained specifically in EFT, but have practiced using it and find the mantra to be similar to most other energy psychology techniques out there. There are a lot of versions, and a lot of different tapping points.
I find that Bodytalk can point me into the specific tapping and Mantra requested by my clients innate healing, or subconscious. I will also identify links that are required and supporting hand or tapping positions.
I am constantly researching and learning new techniques for healing energetically, and see all processes I learn about are being used in my daily practice with clients.